Help my soul to rise
In the wilderness of depression my heart has sunk so low; I long for a solution but I don't know where to go. I have this guilty complex, as if the fault were mine, As if somehow I’d ventured through a "NO ADMITTANCE" sign. I feel I ought not be here, I've better things to do; Yet I can't seem to focus, I’m simply muddling through. My tears are always present, appearing just at will; I feel nobody loves me, my world is oh, so still. In crowds I feel an outcast, as if I don't belong, I cannot speak to strangers within a noisy throng. My mind is all confusion, my heart is full of fear, I can’t find any solace, what am I doing here? With haste I rush for shelter far from this mob, this crowd; No matter what the function, they’re all so terribly loud. Back to my silent enclave, to loneliness and pain, To sort out troubled feelings that surface once again. How do I cast this burden? Find peace to fill my soul? Where do I get my answers? How do I find control? Can